It is a Friday during the middle of August, and an evening watching a DVD at home with the wife is disrupted by me somewhat foolishly having a quick read online of the latest Bradford City news first. The Bantams have made a good start to the season – winning two of their first three games, including a Carling Cup victory over Championship Notts Forest – but someone is not happy. Not happy about me. And someone else, who I have been arguing angrily with for some months (we’re all friends now), has sent me a private message (PM) demanding I log on and explain myself.
This takes place on the public forum that is the Bradford City Official Message Board. The annoyance at me has been triggered by a BoyfromBrazil (BfB) article I published that morning, registering my disappointment over the recent sale of winger Scott Neilson. I am accused of trying to rock the boat, of not being able to get over the past, and of attempting to undermine the club’s promotion efforts.
I argue my views on Neilson with the person upset, and we at least come to a friendly ‘agree to disagree’ conclusion. But criticism from others – especially that one particular protagonist – continues. Meanwhile friends watching it all unfurl on the message board have text me to offer support. The DVD doesn’t get past the trailers.
All of which represents the negative side of the somewhat surreal experience writing about your football team for a website can provide. It’s my choice, and the praise you get along the way from readers can feel extremely rewarding. But every now and then someone will have an almighty go at the opinion you’ve expressed, and you reflect on the hours spent writing something and, in darker moments, you wonder why you bother. A thick skin is required at all times, but occasionally criticism can catch you out.
That Friday night argument was perhaps the peak of a series of battles with a small number of fans on the Official Message Board which had occurred during the summer. One day I had noticed an article I’d written being slagged off, and made the mistake of logging on to defend myself. Attempts to reason only triggered more public attacks about the site in general. Do you carry on arguing, or make a better effort to ignore it?
The disapproval over BfB spurned from our response to Stuart McCall being driven out of the club by Boardroom and supporter discontent the February before. Opinion among fans on McCall was split; but regardless of the merits or otherwise of his management style, the manner that those who wanted the Bradford City legend to walk away had conducted themselves left a bitter taste, which myself and BfB editor Michael Wood weren’t shy from expressing. The club’s final weeks under McCall were poor for sure, but the bigger picture of the young squad he was developing on a reduced budget was tossed out because of impatience over the speed of progress. McCall was holding us back, was the loud argument that ultimately won the day.
As Michael eloquently wrote on the day McCall finally resigned, “I’m proud to say that I stood behind him in his third spell where as manager things were not going as well as he hoped.” Many people, including me, strongly agreed, and BfB’s popularity was strengthened as a result. Others accused us of lacking credibility and of shoving our own views down other people’s throats.
Despite the divisions, McCall’s replacement, Peter Taylor, was met with almost universal approval. The five-time promotion winner seemed to impress everyone as he saw out the end of City’s season, being rewarded with a one-year contract. But despite numerous positive write ups about Taylor from myself, Michael and others, our enthusiasm was lacking compared to others and a weariness had crept in. It wasn’t so much that the decision to drive McCall away still jarred, but the way it had been carried out which left us, for a spell, no longer viewing the club with the same affection we usually possess.
Any new manager is hugely popular at first; but as little stories of the changes Taylor was implementing found gleeful approval from others, BfB was perhaps more reserved in our praise in comparison. And here was where the criticism of us began in earnest. We were accused of not supporting Taylor, of pining for our “beloved” McCall and of wanting City to fail. “No one reads BfB anymore,” someone on the message board yelled at me. “Face facts, you’ve had your day”. Looking at BfB’s web stats told a very different story, but attempts to point this out fell on deaf ears. It was definitely time to start ignoring.
This wasn’t a unique dispute, however, but reflective of an overriding mood that emanated from the club Boardroom. When City Gent editor Mike Harrison made some flippant remarks in a pre-season preview article for the Yorkshire Post, the club hauled him in for a meeting – upset that he had predicted City would only finish 8th. The Bantams are going to succeed under Taylor this season was the popular expectation, and those people who slightly disagreed – Mike was warned the City Gent could be banned from Valley Parade – were in trouble or verbally attacked.
A day after that Friday night row, City lost 2-0 to Torquay and those who talked up the brilliance of Taylor quickly turned on him. As bad result followed bad result, it seemed few people other than BfB were still willing to back him.
The attacks on us had all but stopped by this time, after I wrote an article for BfB revealing the club was considering banning the City Gent. Upset at the way a Valley Parade institution was being treated, the article prompted plenty of approval for the City Gent and for us – and even an olive branch from my number one detractor. BfB does not, and never has, attempted to represent the views of all fans, but the right to at least air our own opinions – which we’d been attacked over repeatedly – was now being recognised. Peace at last, and now I can go back to enjoying reading the Official Message Board.
Covering Taylor’s ultimately failed reign in charge of City was a strange affair at times. My previous views of always giving the manager time to do the job were tested by his often erratic decision making and worries over a shockingly bad league position. In September we heard from a reliable source that Taylor was close to the sack, and that evening I wrote a favourable report of a 0-0 draw at Rotherham. Four days after that seemingly turning-the-corner-moment, Taylor had signed two young kids on loan from Manchester United and shunted two of the team’s outstanding performers at Rotherham – Luke O’Brien and Zesh Rehman – to the bench. I felt devastated for the pair, and wrote up a piece about Taylor was seemingly not the man for the job for reasons both within and beyond his control.
Form did pick up, but the one defeat sandwiched amongst four superb victories – 3-0 at Burton – lead to me writing about how City haven’t progressed since McCall departed, which triggered more than a few angry responses. You take the constructive criticism on board, but maintaining thick skin helped me to stay true to my beliefs and opinions.
In the end I lost support for Taylor, writing in January about how I no longer wanted him as manager due to his dour and negative style of football – I was part of the majority. A month earlier I’d also written a piece about how disengaging this season felt, a view which many readers said they could relate to and which, ultimately, I think was connected to Taylor’s management style. The treatment of Rehman – continually left out in favour of inexperienced loanees – left me leaning onto the player’s side when the two fell out and City’s captain was transfer listed.
January also saw BfB’s most high profile moment of the season, interviewing joint-Chairmen Mark Lawn. Myself and Michael both attended the two-hour long chat in an executive box overlooking the Valley Parade pitch. We were both apprehensive at first, fearing a ticking off over the negative articles we’d written about Lawn over the previous year. He was, however, very welcoming: answering all our questions in a frank, honest and engaging way. Lawn appeared to enjoy the experience as much as us, and the result was a two-part interview (here and here) that attracted some 4,500 visitors to BfB in two days. Needless to say, the positive feedback we received for it felt hugely rewarding.
Perhaps the proudest thing about the interview – other than the fact we seemed to portray Lawn’s personality accurately and in a balanced manner – is that it has stood the test of time. We spoke about so much, and his answers remain relevant and thought-provoking even months later, despite the events which have occurred since. We are hopeful of interviewing Lawn again in July, once off-the-field matters clear up and if the club will still have us.
Soon after Taylor was gone, with hopes of promotion long since evaporated and the league position worse than when McCall had departed. However, it had never been about seeking verification of previous arguments that pushing McCall out wouldn’t improve the club, or of getting to finally say we told you so. That McCall was now managing Motherwell and would end the season guiding the club to its first major final in 20 years offered a few what might have beens, but the rights and wrongs of the past can’t be changed and BfB’s focus was on where the club might turn to next for managerial inspiration.
On the message boards some of the people who’d hounded out McCall admitted they might have been wrong in hindsight and even offered apologies, and that in itself probably summed up the Bradford City universe and BfB’s position within it. Our views have altered only slightly over time, while those around us seemed to keep changing. It’s not a criticism of anyone else, but perhaps the fact we don’t hide behind message board user names and it can take us hours to write an article leaves us well practiced in expressing more considered views. Our opinions are no more or less valid than anyone else’s, but they probably take longer to construct which means they are less likely to change compared to some.
Peter Jackson’s arrival as manager was strange, and even now it feels odd to be writing positive things about someone who, for my City-supporting life at least, was always considered the pantomime villain. It was a close call in the end, but relegation was at least averted. Still Mike’s telling off for only predicting an 8th place finish – City ended up 18th – speaks volumes of the dashed expectations. You were way too optimistic, Mike.
Off the field matters dominated in the end, and I was proud that at BfB we were able to exclusively break the news that City were seeking talks with their landlords over the rent. Since then we have tried to be leading from the front in terms of the coverage and insight we offered. I worked with a couple of accountants (one my brother) to analyse City’s finances, for example. Of course we can’t compete with the local media in devoting hours chasing the story and don’t have access to interview the main players of the talks, but I’d like to think we’ve made a positive difference towards keeping fans informed. Further increases in web hits supports that hope.
And it got noticed wider too. Twice at the end of the season I appeared on BBC Radio Leeds – a nerve-wracking but enjoyable experience. Radio Leeds had also attempted to approach me last July about appearing on a different show, after my article about Bradford in general was apparently discussed on air. They didn’t get my contact details in time.
Not much has been positive about this season for Bradford City, but at the risk of blowing our own trumpets I think BfB can look back on a season of quality writing. All of which wouldn’t be possible without the superb editorship of Michael. It’s an odd relationship between him and I in many ways, given it is carried out most of the time via our keyboards and through text messages. But the few times I’ve met up with Michael have been enjoyable affairs and it would be good to meet for a pre-match pint more often in future. We have similar views on City – though don’t agree on everything – and different styles of writing. It seems to work well.
Other BfB writers have also produced some excellent articles, while the input of readers’ comments helps to generate a lively and intelligent debate. We are fortunate to get plenty of positive feedback and a strong readership, which ultimately makes it worthwhile.
It can be testing at times, for sure. Who wants to go home and write a match report of City’s 3-0 loss to Accrington given you’ve wasted your afternoon – not to mention your wife’s – to witness such a poor performance? A long hard day at work is never the best preparation for drafting a preview to go live the following morning, either. There are, you could argue, much more important things we could be doing with our time.
But the enjoyment of writing, the passion to air our views to those who want to hear them and the desire to offer fans a place to carry on living and breathing Bradford City away from Saturday afternoon at Valley Parade, or in the pub with friends, keeps us going. We aim to provide an in-depth coverage of City that is not available elsewhere.
No one visits BfB to find out how the Bantams got on at the weekend, because that service is provided elsewhere. But the opportunities to tell the story of matches from a different angle, to offer more considered views on players than “get rid” and to assess the direction the club is taken are ones we pursue with relish.
Ultimately we are ordinary supporters with very ordinary views, and so the higher profile – and the praise and the criticism – that comes with writing for BfB will always seem surreal.